Caesar's on heat (love sick)

It's the time of the year again! My baby's on heat. It's the same pattern every year... I wanted to have him neutered, but my rejection of this idea was the fact that Caesar's allergic to anaesthetics.

I'm gonna bring him to Dr Jean Paul Ly for the test of this allergy again, as I was told that there are many types on anaesthetics and Caesar may not be allergic to all. I think Dr Ly makes me most comfortable for having Caesar to go through this rather risky test - cos it can lead to death.

If Caesar's really allergic and can't be neutered, I can get an official medical exemption from Dr Ly and pay only $14 for the annual license instead of $70!

And if Caesar's NOT allergic to any, I can get him neutered! Even better, I can bring him overseas without feeling worried for him when I can't be with him on the aircraft!!! My decision on our 1st destination is almost 100% determined on New Zealand!! I haven't been overseas cos I can't leave my baby alone with others in Singapore, thus, it's been years since I even spent just one night elsewhere other than home.

Alright back to the intended topic, these are the symptoms of Caesar when he's love-sick:

• lost of appetite
• frequent whinings
• long, unusual howls (those of wolves)
• long deep howls
• urge to roam out of house
• refuse to enter the house even after long walks
• he won't sleep, AND WON'T LET ME SLEEP.

So yea, you know I haven't been sleeping well last night @£$%!!

PS Love him so much, just like he's really my own baby! You know, this giant will walk over just for a hug.. and he'll stand there and not move at all when you are hugging and 'sayang-ing' him!